1.正式踏入寒冷的腊月，这个春节应该是个人独自面对的。2.今年，我决定不回家了，你第一次一个人过春节，心理准备已经做好了，也是一种成长吧。3.我希望能顺利地回到家中，出门也能容易，但一个人过年倒也不算什么，只怕点不到外卖。4.有人问我怎么过春节，我只是笑着说：睡着过，躺着过，一笑而过，擦肩而过，看别人过，我闭门思乡，而爱咋高兴就咋高兴。5.我决定留在出租屋里，与三只猫和一只狗一起度過這個節日，是孤單還是熱鬧？6.最近情緒低落，壓力也很大，如果真的不能回去，那麼就在这里冷静一下吧。7.两年没回老家的過年感觉还挺好的，一個人比較舒服。8.但是还是希望能回家，一個人在外边，感觉独自過年的确有些凄凉。9.if不能回去的话，那就太可惜了，在一個幾十億人口的城市裡又多了一個難過的春節 celebrant .10.think about it and I get annoyed, I don't want to go visit relatives, I just want to stay home alone.

11.suddenly realize that i'm the only one in the office fighting for a spot on the crowded trains going back home during the spring festival rush, feeling the melancholy of being an outsider in this foreign land.

12.spring festival is all about family reunions, a bustling household is what makes it truly festive, but there are some who choose to spend it alone.

13.returning to my empty apartment without any noise or social gatherings; no need to attend parties or watch television shows filled with excitement and joy; instead, there's only time for quiet reflection as memories flood back like waves crashing against my heart.

14.even though you're alone during spring festival, you should still make an effort to enjoy yourself.

15.admittedly spending new year's eve alone can be frustrating but if you think of your loved ones far away worrying about you night and day, your heart will feel a warmth despite not being able to spend it with them; even though we can't be together physically but our hearts remain connected which prevents loneliness from taking hold.

16.wishing this world remains vibrant and bustling; wishing myself still me.

17.unbeknownst to me another year has begun as beautiful as ever yet missing your voice by my ear and your presence beside me.

18.crossing into a new year alone once more - silent room only interrupted by TV show dialogues - unable to shake off this lingering sadness within.

19.alongside lake shores admiring familiar scenery after so many years - indeed each passing year brings similar flowers yet people change.

20.last year's spring festival feels like yesterday already! how fast time flies!

21.one person in one city means either rushing through ordering takeout trying hard enough for discounts or occasionally envying others' culinary aromas wafting out from their homes or now – solitary days off work

22.after work everyone leaves except me sitting at my desk unwillingly because returning home would mean solitude too – walking on streets teeming with strangers while secretly longing for someone else

23.mostly wish i could be just a child getting candy then giggling when falling down crying when hurt – no pretenses required nor suppressing emotions hidden behind forced smiles that grow painful within

24.may loss make us whole? perhaps every perfect person is pitiful because they cannot understand pursuit nor hope nor appreciate love bringing them things they've always sought yet couldn’t attain

25.every house lights up save none shining bright just for me

26.say we'll stick together till old age where do forever go?

27.had wanted call hear ur voice but found time slipping away u r also moving forward

28.in life unexpected surprises come such as celebrating New Year solo

29.yet another Spring Festival arrives without returning home